i don’t know where to start this blog. i don’t think i’m even done processing all of it yet. i think i will probably be processing for a while so bear with me.
i know i haven’t blogged in days. but with moving and packing and photographing an engagement and baby session there just wasn’t time. and i was trying my hardest to live in the moment. saturday i packed and cleaned all day and in the evening ran over to jon and nina’s to drop off the baby pictures and say goodbye. i have found i am probably the worst with goodbyes. i would rather not say them at all and pretend that i’m not really leaving. but i was descent with goodbyes this year and didn’t really cry when i said them. ( and i said a lot of them!) when i handed nina the pictures and she gave me a hug i felt that little lump coming up in my throat but quickly shut it down. we talked for a few minutes and then when i went to hug jon i just sort of fell apart. i couldn’t look anyone in the eye and i just laughed and said “okay see ya later!” in a really high pitched voice.
and then i proceeded to fall apart for about an hour afterwards. (and their encouraging tweets probably made me fall apart more…) i have really good friends. and that has been the hardest part of leaving Virginia. i have friends in Lynchburg, friends in Fredericksburg, and i just want to be friends with them forever. the Lord blessed me with really really good people to influence my life and direction and i am so beyond thankful that he did.
sunday i woke up nice and early, threw a few more things in my truck and got on the road. i sang very loudly, drank a great cup of coffee, snacked on grapes and had many conversations with myself. i love road trips and this one was no different. i made great time and arrived at my sister and brother in-laws around two. my nephews were super excited to see me (yes both the older ones! who even are you joe?!) and we moved their new train table in and they haven’t stopped playing with it since.
ultimately i have a ton of things to do in the next couple weeks. prepare for weddings, work on my business, network, find a church, keep from falling apart… a lot of things. but i am putting one foot in front of the other and eventually i’m sure we will get somewhere. i am glad to be here. i know this is where God wants me to be.
i have to drive to the library to post on the blog because my sisters house has no internet. so blog life will be a little quiet this summer. i hope you stick around.
also Tennessee is hot and humid and i keep double checking with the Lord.
is it autumn yet?